Rain is the closest feeling to home.

Your imaginary arms have never felt so close to my chest,
Resting, pressing your palms of your hand into mine.
The drizzling drops of water condense outside my old, dusty, window.
It seems as if the clouds have sprung a leak, billowing forth droplets
Of rain, of tears, of feelings.
Where are you tonight?

I clutch old letters as tight as my hands will allow ... I wish your skin wrapped itself around my fingers, your breath on the nape of my neck.
The bright calm of the still early dawn keeps my eyes from drifting asleep,
Like a cold dark coal, it seals up all warmth, everything I've wanted ...
From you ...

It's only then, at the time where I've wanted you the most, I've realized
You're so far gone.

Let your heart feel better.

I know that aching feeling deep down,
the one where you want everything to be like it was, forever
And when we met I felt my chest pound fast,
racing for the chance
to know you, to hold you

I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off together
You are not alone;
Fight those tears back,
Let your heart feel better

Now this weight holds me down
And sadly let us enjoy our last moments,
Listen to our hearts beat together
Let it make your heart feel better

For the Moment.

It's a quarter past 1
The room's spinning, grabbing you up like this is dangerous
The last time in a while for us to be so serial,
Hold on, we're already charged, guilty is our verdict
Why's my keys, cell, your number
On the floor, where's that party at, babe?
Wish I could stop my p-p-p-playful way,
Play it once, I'll play you twice

Just make the ground shake, dee jay
Let's feel this wave crash over me
Just let it out tonight
Yeah we'll be fine

You drop that bottle, splashing your dress
That girl is swimming in the empty bathtub, what,
Tangle me up right in your long hair
I won't resist
That girl was in my arms last night, sorry I
Forgot to call you back, my mind was
D-d-d-dizzy
(Take it slow)

Take us to the floor, hold my drink dear
I'm about to break you down, no need for tears
Concentrate, dance, spin that record babe
Hold this, we'll be alright, shake

Let's dance and pretend this is the last day to exist
Pretend this sexual tension between us will
Cease and desist, yeah
Hold on tight, you see girl, I'm no player
Even if ten minutes from now, I'll see you later

Just make the ground shake, dee jay
Let's feel this wave crash over me
Just let it out tonight
Yeah we'll be alright

'Cause you're a criminal as long as your mine

Speak softly.
Tread through my head loudly.

Falling leaves.

The leaves shiver and shake,
Rattling together.
They flutter gracefully, soaring, catching an updraft,
Before gently grazing the cold, hard ground.
What strikes me the most, is how they leave their branches
To fall.
Just like I fall, fall,
Falling
For you.

your song on the radio.

It starts slow and than the bridge begins to build to the chorus, thoughts soaring in my head.
My neck begins to crease, my eyes begin to light up
And I gently turn up the volume of the stereo

I'm struck suddenly; the hairs on my neck stand on end and I feel weak
After all, sometimes it's the strongest memories from such a simple song that
Are caught beneath the landslide of life
You forget about these things and you let it go,
Slide, drain, empty from inside you
But still, there's a faint residue of remembrance of what used to be
Of phone calls at five in the morning
Sleeping in, sending texts you always wanted to save
Thinking of our demise makes me sick, and I think you should know,
No one has ever felt the way I felt about you

It hurts to think,
It's a little impossible to keep on this drive
And worse, I wish I never turned on the radio
Sometimes I wish it was just you and I, summer of 05

Some day you will find me
I know you will find me
After all, you knew me best
And you tried to hold on better than the rest

Writing the end

This wasn't the shit I signed up for when we went out
when I walk in, let's grab those cubes and throw them in a glass
don't stop, make it rock,
feel this, rush this pulse,
because there's no fear in the world that can separate us
especially when your mouth is around that bottle of Jack
don't stop, make it rock
tonight we're going to not fight, play these games
dig your three inch heels into the carpet
don't stop, make it rock
push me down, away, shit we can do this any day
don't need to fight, why make it right when we can drink all night?
No care in the world when you're here
we've got more class than the Queen on acid
crack, crack, crack, you hear that?
it's the sound of us breaking apart,
foundations cracking